Then why is it so hard to do so. Why are you not satisfied, why are you feeling sorry for yourself? etc. Dig into yourself and find the answer. Why not start being good to yourself and the people around you? Anything else is just STUPID. Don´t you agree.
It really is all in your head. How you see Things and how you respond and react to it. It is your subjective World that you have to make wunderful for your self. You have to enjoy that World and be happy in it, and the only way you can make that happen is to be positive and constructive in your determination, discipline, attitude, ambition, commitment and motivation. This will make you happy.
that can make the darkness disappear.
Love, Health and wisdom